One Year ...

What an eventful year it has been ...

We had his birthday party on the 12th. I had so much fun planning and decorating. We invited our famlies and his teacher Ms. Tiffany. He was so spoiled! Lucky boy, he sure is loved soooooooo much.

Here are some pictures of his party.

We also took some one year pics! I love them so much!

 

 

 

Eleven months and forever changed ...

Christian is eleven months! I can't even believe it ... well now almost a year. Makes me so sad. Where did my little baby go.

And now that he is so big ... we had to install one of these. He thinks it's a new toy.

He is my BFF. Goes everywhere with me and I wouldn't change that for the world.

And I could not take a picture of this little hand print. He grabs me when he is taking a bath. It's so cute. 

This month has been a little challenging for me. I feel sooooooooo sad that little handsome boy is turning one. On one hand I am so excited to witness him walk, play with his friends, NOT HAVING TO BUY FORMULA, hearing him say "I love you", actually saying "momma, or dadda". But on the other hand I don't want him to get bigger, I want him to stay my little nugget forever. I want him to fall asleep in my arms, grab my face when I am holding him, put his little head on my shoulder when he is sleepy. I know all of that is going to change.

I have been telling myself to look forward to the new milestones and not be sad about him not being my little nugget anymore, but being a boob of a mother that I am ... it's not that easy. 

I love him beyond belief. He is ALWAYS going to be my little nugget or my handsome boy, that'll never change even when he is learning to walk, learning to ride a bike, taking a girl on a date, going off to college. He will forever be my little boy, and that is something I need to hold onto.

I love you Christian Robert Carrier ... aka mommy's handsome boy.