Tuesday, July 1, 2014

Eleven months and forever changed ...

Christian is eleven months! I can't even believe it ... well now almost a year. Makes me so sad. Where did my little baby go.


And now that he is so big ... we had to install one of these. He thinks it's a new toy.


He is my BFF. Goes everywhere with me and I wouldn't change that for the world.



And I could not take a picture of this little hand print. He grabs me when he is taking a bath. It's so cute. 

This month has been a little challenging for me. I feel sooooooooo sad that little handsome boy is turning one. On one hand I am so excited to witness him walk, play with his friends, NOT HAVING TO BUY FORMULA, hearing him say "I love you", actually saying "momma, or dadda". But on the other hand I don't want him to get bigger, I want him to stay my little nugget forever. I want him to fall asleep in my arms, grab my face when I am holding him, put his little head on my shoulder when he is sleepy. I know all of that is going to change.

I have been telling myself to look forward to the new milestones and not be sad about him not being my little nugget anymore, but being a boob of a mother that I am ... it's not that easy. 

I love him beyond belief. He is ALWAYS going to be my little nugget or my handsome boy, that'll never change even when he is learning to walk, learning to ride a bike, taking a girl on a date, going off to college. He will forever be my little boy, and that is something I need to hold onto.

I love you Christian Robert Carrier ... aka mommy's handsome boy.

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